than ever before
below, the pitch gray of winter
is all I see anymore
the flood is rising,
my feet are slipping
the waves are crashing
and my arms are thrashing
have you left me here to drown?
hope is suffocating on reality
and choking on failure
who left me to sink
with all this weight?my chains feel like
they carry the weight of the world
hope is suffocating on reality
and choking on failure
who left me to sink
with all this weight?my chains feel like
they carry the weight of the world
I slammed the door with
furious swings of violence
demanding an answer but
hearing nothing but deafening silence
hearing nothing but deafening silence
my soul is weary of the man that carries it
I have these scars
to prove your neglect
to prove your neglect
I'd rather go blind
than stare straight into the mirror