Lucinda

so many years have passed since that day

the feelings fade but the ache remains

you were the last good thing I ever dared to dream

how could you have known?
I know, I never told you 

but when you speak his name

my heart sinks like a shipwreck

I guess it's really no surprise

I don't know why it caught me off guard

it's not like it's the first time

I want it to be the last time

so I raise my glass

here's to being willing to admit defeat

I'm giving up on not giving up