that dreams reminds me of your hand in mine
but tears can't sooth me like you used to
I shouted you away with hands over my ears
climbing the walls and clawing in darkness
the scales weigh heavy on my eyes once again
and I have failed once again
I'd turn and walk away, but the cycle never ends
endless season, endless years
I wear my palms and patience thin crawling beneath this
I killed my cancer so many times that I've gone completely numb
would you meet me there and show me all your scars?
I wear my fingers down to bone trying to unbreak my heart
